The mind of a Dark Angel

getting an apartment

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 20:23:45 GMT

Hello...this has been a hard year for me...mostly because of my dad giving me grief about school. *sigh* im tired of his shit sometimes.
But on to better things! im getting an apartment, no more dorms! yay! its 350 a month and i know i can pay for that...so i think ill be good, though ill be living on a tight budget. oh well, ill live..ill just be sure that im eating right.
Lets see, school is starting and im almost finished with my psychology degree (3 classes left!) and i have a year or so befor i can get my art degree (yay) but i have to tell my dad that im not graduating in May 2010 and maybe December of 2010. Hes not going to be happy one bit...hes not even happy about me getting an apartment...
Oh well..ill be seeing the apartment tomorrow and im putting down the money for it...im hoping i can move in sooner since its available Aug. 18...but if i cant then im staying with my friend...hes ok with it.

Busy..Busy...Busy...

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 21:26:44 GMT

Well....im not exactly dead, just exausted. I have totally booked my weekdays with school and work and thats taking its toll on me!. @.@
Not complaining or anything...just explaining why i haven't done anything on LJ for a few weeks. Im sorry if anybody is wondering...if they are wondering so im still alive and still checking on things just dont have time to sit and type....like now.

Oh well...oh well. College classes and work and things are just a part of life...so im not complaining just wishing i had more to say to my friends. HI!

Just finished moving half way in to my dorm

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 01:52:57 GMT

Yep....it is almost time for classes in college and the first thing that we have to do is!......move into our dorms room (if your lucky enough to be living at home). I wish i could live in an apartment but i understand that it is more of a hassle to be in the apartments instead of the dorms. Oh well...im in the dorms now, half way moved in (I stored some of my stuff in my job's store room), so ill have to go tomorrow and get the rest of the stuff...no problem at all. Im just estatic about the new school year.

I have a new roommate (my last roommate moved upstairs and my roommate before that moved to another dorm). She like my first roommate is from South Korea. I have no problems with that arrangement i actually find it really nice and interesting to learn about new things. She is very nice and very helpful, she helped me move most of my stuff from storage upstairs. Her name is Jane ( im going by her american name because it is easier to type. GO LAZYNESS!) and im hoping that she will stay longer than the last two. Im not worried enirely...just kinda confused on why they went away. I hope i didn't do anything, though they did assure me that it was not me.

I have classes on Monday and 4 out of 5 of them are psychology classes (thats my major) and one of them is an art class (thats my minor). I need to do much better and so i will. Study my ass off and get ahead of the class so i will be able to ask and answer questions more. Though I have no life threatening illnese i do have one that makes it hard for me to get around during the day. I have hypothyroid and it is common and easily treatable its just the symptoms that come with it that is hard for to do alot of things during the day. Cant concentrate, weak and sleeping alot more...just plain annoying, and the pains i get in my body. Sometimes its barable and sometimes not.

Oh well. Ill just have to do what i can and keep going. I have alot of things to do in the future and whining about my problems wont get me to my goal fast enough. Im a junior so i only have one more year after this. Maybe less if i do it right. :D I cant waut to get my degrees!

Oil Painting

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 19:33:33 GMT

I took an oil painting class before and i was hoping to practice again. So i need some help, i forgot what i needed to wash my brushes with. I'd appreciated the help if anybody knows what i need to do.

Thank You ^.^d

Depressing Day

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 23:21:33 GMT

If today had been any worse I could have cried.

After talking to the Assistant Dean of Campus Life and having to explain about my long history of my behavior problems we came to a truce and made a plan.

Now what made me even more depressed is when I was in my Neuroscience class. It was all going good when my cell phone that I thought i turned off earlier rang (It was my doctor) and then I had to embarrasingly get out of the class room to answer and turn it off (this time I remembered). Then I got my test and coloring book back to find that I failed both of them.....Im not surprised with the test but with the COLORING BOOK!!!! turns out I missed some pages and half assed (which I dont) on coloring. Then the teacher told me that either I get another strike on my technology referal (my Ipod went crazy one time and she thought it was a cell phone) or I flunk out of the class and have no choice but to drop.

Problem is I need the classes so that I can Graduate next year. I was so down that I couldn't smile, and my friends and coworkers immediately knew something was wrong with me. After having a talk with my Mother who cheered me up (Thanks Mom!) I feel a litttle bit better.

Im just having some trouble finding optimism in this..*sigh* Im not going to mope for a long time, maybe just a little rest and reflexion. I should be back up to a stable level of happiness....or something like that.

What do you think?

Broke my cell-phone

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 00:54:48 GMT

Today was just not my day. Besides having to see the radiologist today for an ultrasound (im not pregnant) I had the missfortune of cracking the screen of my phone.
It happened not to long ago after I just left Wal-mart. I stepped into the car and didn't even check to make sure that everything was in the car. I closed the door and it didn't close all the way, apparently something got in the way. I looked down, noticed that some of my jacket was still hanging out and pulled it in. I took out my phone and cursed. The outside screen that shows the time and pars was smeared like and only part of the time was showing. I openned it and....well It was not pretty.
It had this shatter effect going on from the upper left side and spreading to the middle. IT had a lot of color, and my dad thought it was a work of art.
It was evil. I break out in goosebumps with broken class, so what do you think happened to me? I still cant get rid of the goosebumps!
So my mom told me tomorrow to go to a phone repair place in town and see if they can fix it.
*shivers* I can never look at that phone the same way for a while. *rubs arms* I have goosebumps on my arms, chest, face, neck and stomache.

Happy New Year!!!!

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 05:28:14 GMT

Happy freakin New Year and lets work on that tan people!!!!
naw just kiddin'
Hope everybody has a nice and wonderful year full of luck, health and a new start at a new year.

No Good, Horrible, Very Bad Day!

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 21:18:22 GMT

Lets start it off to this morning at 8:20.
I had to get to class at 8, but instead of waking up at 7:50, I had to rush out of bed at 8:20 to make it to class. I should have stopped and went back to bed when I say it raining outside, but me being stupid and half asleep ran on my bummed ankle and carrying my huge heavy sketch pad to the Art Building. When I got in soaking and frazzled I say on the board that the teacher had canceled class. I woke up immediately and cursed angrily and went back to my dorm room and back to sleep.

Then after all my classes my ankle decided to tell me that running this morning was the dumbest idea I ever had. So limping back to my room I decided to listen to my Ipod after talking to my Mother. The damn thing would not turn on, so after taking the necassary procedure the device turned on. Only to find out that it deleted everything that I had on my Ipod. I was now mad again.....not only because of the Ipod but because of the fact that out of the 155 songs I had on my ipod I can only retrieve 75 of them. Most of the songs I'll need to get are hard to retrieve!

My other problem was that my USB drive on my laptop blew up because my Art Tablet was to strong for it. Now my Little Brother gave me a USB card to use as a replacement but the crappy thing wont recognize anything that I hook up after I inserted the card. The tech representative said that I might have to look somewhere else.

So, I walked on my bum ankle downtown to the computer store that I saw a long time ago; about 2 or 3 weeks ago. Well, the people didn't have anything so they suggested that I go to Best Buy and get one. My friend Danny is willing to give me a ride but it will be tomorrow that I will be able to go to Best Buy. Now I went from angry to depressed, because now im feeling hopeless.

My Mother gave me some money and I'm about ready to spoil myself and buy a Dolfie kit and make me a Dolfie, but I'm thinking other wise.

*sigh* I'm just feeling like shit right now.

Sprained Ankle

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 23:16:32 GMT

Im so embarrased. Yesterday I went to play tennis with a friend of mine I made at college. Well, We were doing great after skipping 2 days of playing and having a good laugh.

She returned my serve and I went to save it. Jumped, hit the ball and landed crooked on my ankle.

*SNAP* *pop**pop* was what I heard and down I fell (gracefully, mind you) to the floor on my right ankle.

We continued playing for 15 minutes, mostly because I didn't think I had sustained any injury from the fall. Agter 15 minutes we left and at that time I was limping (clue #1).

When I made it back to my dorm room and sat down I could sit Indian style (clue #2) to study so I had to lean against the wall. I couldn't curl my toes or move my ankle well (clue #3) and when I went to get up I could not lean now even lightly step on the ankle (clue #4). I was walking like an old person.

Today after class I went to the nurse and she informed me that I sprained it. I was in shock but I inside I knew it would happen to me sooner or later. I've never sustained an injury before, so this is my first. She wrapped my foot and gave me some asprin to help ease the pain.

I hope I can dance later on.